March.

Week one:
Not much happened on the first week. I had parents evening which was a fucking laugh! I ended up staying at school with some of my friends and just sat on back field and just had a laugh, whilst we waited till our appointments. Got my report, oh god! Wow, so long story short in failing in pretty much everything, missing deadlines, not completing work& being just overall shit. My worst grades was E&U ad they was science and Maths. But my highest was an A! I got an A in media, so I just need to push in all of my other subjects so I can get the grades to go college. For the rest of the week I didn't do nothing! At the weekend I still didn't do anything because i just wanted to save my money and shit but yeaah.

Week 2:
Within the second week of march I still didn't do much like on the weekdays except go to school, which is incredibly boring. But I did regain social life! I went Westfield with dani on the Saturday which was a bubble! We didn't end up getting there till 12 and we left around 7-7:30 so we got home at 8. But overall it was a pretty boring week! Although me and my parent did think of a plan! Because my mum is now working till 6 as is my dad and my sister don't do jack shit we've come together with that plan that if I tidy up/do chores then I'd get £15 a week. So that was a bonus!

Week 3:
On Monday I had the day of because I was 'ill' but tbh I just couldn't be assed an I have lost all interest in school&education.. Which I guess is really bad but it's my decision. For te rest of the week I didn't do anything like after school. But on Saturday I went Romford with dani and got mothers day presents and just had a nice day and went pizza huuuut. And then on the sunday it was mothers day or mothering Sunday, and because it was my aunts birthday on the monday coming up we decided to all go over to my aunt&uncles and have a family day. So we had all of us over there and just watched some film&had a laugh! But when we got home which was about 9 I was extremely tired and in organised for school the following day but tbh I didn't even give a shit.

Week 4:
This week was going to be a busy one because I had my English mock on the Tuesday and me and dani had plans for the weekend. So yeah, on the Tuesday I sat my English mock, it was actually really funny because in the main hall we normally get allocated Oi seats according to what our last names begin with but this time we just went in and sat in the rows with our class sets. On one side sat prav who is hilarious and in my class, on the over was tommie who we all think is going to be a serial killer because he has a Hirt temper 'wire' and he just kept talking and shit which was like so funny! But I think/hope I got a C but even if I didn't I've still got my coursework to back me up which I get the results for in August.
And then also that week I sort of went ad hanged around with some other people that I'm kind of close with. I go to the front of field and just have a laugh with the boys&girls. They seem really nice and two of them I'm already really close with and I'm close with all of the boys so it didn't really phase me. So me and my friend who you have obviously heard of (dani) was planning on going up London on the Saturday we got all excited and then BAM my body decided that I needed to be punished and I or a cold on the Tuesday and ended up staying I for the Wednesday and Thursday do still not having recovered from the cold meant I had to stay in for another weekend.

Week 5:
This week we are still in but it's ending on saturday or friday. So on the Monday I still had the stupid cold but it just wasnt as bad. +it was defo gonna be a good week because it was the last week of this term! On the Monday I had my RE mock, which was also hilarious! Again we say in our groups but thy just kind of got muddled up and we all sat near/next to each other on one side sat Daniel, and on the other was laxmi. Me and Daniel don't give a flying fuck about re do in te end we just gave up and started whispering to each other which was apparently flirting says the girls but it totally wasn't! And then I got my pen lid stuck on the bottom of the pen and it lotus lot wasn't coming off so I gave it to laxmi to try open and she couldn't get it off then I gave it to Daniel and he couldn't get it off then later on during he test he ended up getting it off!:)
I presume I've fAiled that test..never mind! On the Tuesday which was yesterday I went out Togo get some food with Dani after school which was fun then today which is wednesday I went to Toni and guy for my work experience interview, which was rather boring but my manager and work people are really nice:) and then Thursday I am not planning on doing anything and friday it's the last daaaaay! On the weekend I'm not planning on anything either except maybe talking my mum round to getting me a blackberry if I pay the contract *fingerscrossed* and then I have a month of!

March has been a real eye opener to me& I've learnt an awful lot!
:nobody is real, at some point eeriness is going to turn there backs on you unless there your family
:people can change within a matter of days
:I need to stop eating as much as so many people have said that im getting fat-diet time-
:I can't trust anyone atm
:I need to start focusing in lessons
:I need to stop giving attitude to my Maths teacher as he is actually really nice and all I do is back chat him and not learn anything.
:my friends are not the people I wanna be with atm
:I need to be nicer to my parents overwise im going to get grounded
:I wanna be a student at London fashion college
:I wanna leave my shitty,bitchy school ASAP!

OOTD

Pj day. I'm ill so it's just tv and iPod today! But I'll be tweeting all day:) so follow me @saaamjam

Sunday summary.

This week has been rather different. I've met new people,started talking and hanging around with new people. Realised that I have a cousin who I never knew about..who goes my school and hangs around with me like all the time.. And I loves him lots:') found out that I can hug whatever guy I want. And actually realised that me and my bestfriend is gonna be best friends forever! It's been a really good week. Gonna try get a day of tomorrow though;not really feeling to good. So look out for some blogs tomorrow:):)

x x x x x

Time to stalk Sam:

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'you don't scare me' 'well you scare me John';;;

Dear John is actually such a sweet film. I'm watching it now and I haven't seen it in like forever! But it's so sweet! Channing or whatever his name is- is like gorgeous! And the bird that's in it is actually really pretty but has an annoying voice. O_o I would actually recommend this film to everyone! So go buy it!!!

The love of my life..

Marc b bag babyyy.
Topshop
£39 down to £20 in the sale.
Small bag
Able to carry on shoulder.
3 compartments
Lots of space

Sams advice: Boys!

Okay so being a teenager I have experienced breakups,falling in love, boys that use you, ect.

FALLING IN LOVE.

Okay well I've gone through 2 boys who I've fallen in 'love' with and 1 guy who I was in love with.
I can't exactly describe what love feels like, but when your in love you'll feel it.

The guy who I actually fell in love with was an still is the most amazing guy I've ever met. Sadly we was only together for a month but that was an amazing month. We got together on the 16th of November of last year and we broke up on the 20 something of december. It was hard breaking up with someone who your in love with and I'm not gonna lie to all of you but since I broke up with him I have felt as if I still loved him.. Obviously I do but it's time that I move on. One thing ..

Don't make permanent decisions on temporary feelings.

Coursework or blog?

So I'm meant to e doing my English coursework.. But I cba atm; so I might just post a couple of bits and bobs:) if you have any requests on what I could blog about then PLEASE comment.. I have no fucking idea what to blog about.. So I'll leave your brains with a little pictures:)
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Mylife since feeeeeb.

So; it's now the 4th of march, and to be honest I have got a busy 2 months. But by the way I'm sorry I haven't been posting anything like for ages but I've been really busy with school work and friends and everything else;but now that parents evening is out the way I can start blogging more:):)

Okay so in feb I didn't really do much I went shopping, spent some time with the best friend and with somebody the family. So it was a good month. On the first of march it was year 10's parents evening so obviously I went. My report is absolutely shit. I got a little bit of telling off at school and at home because of one lesson in particular.. And that was Maths:L but it's all fine now:) my mum got a new job so I'm getting 15 point pocket money a week, so I've gotta save for a blackberry but my parents are paying half of it as a Easter present. But that's all that's been going on in my life:)

I'm gonna be posting lots more as ive got the app on my iPod now so..yeah:) more ootd's,blog type things,sams journal, ect..

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